the whole pole & 44th street. November 11, 2009

i need 49 pages of writing to detail how much i miss bryn and cole. seriously. the only people in this world who can make me cringe at how much more inappropriate they are than me. that’s goddamn heroic.
this summer was one of incessant shenanigans. such as: cole and i driving around virginia beach aimlessly [...]

what i said before, November 5, 2009

i meant it. my back is breaking.

Babar. November 4, 2009

“The Babar the Elephant book is sitting in front of me. I pick it up and start reading it. I remember reading it as a small Boy and enjoying it and pretending that I was friends with Babar, his constant Companion during all of his adventures. He went to the moon, I went with him. [...]

the blue period led to the rose period. November 3, 2009

so i was just thinking about times when i’ve been sad tonight. because there are people around me and far away from me that are sad, hurting, isolated, or scared. all of those words that give meaning to all of those emotions that seem so lonely. they choke you just to read them, i bet. [...]

big twisty dirty angry ball of nothing. October 29, 2009

it sits dormant. i always think its dead, gone, floating away for an infinite amount of time. but it never does. it just hides. i don’t know why i can’t get rid of it. everyone else seems to. no one seems to have it. but i do.
it doesn’t have a name. it doesn’t deserve a [...]

how to turn a light off in copper beech. October 25, 2009

so don’t worry about this title. or the picture that was sent with it. or the caption of aforementioned picture. let’s just agree that i lead a delicate and conservative life. and that’s all i will say about eric’s 21st birthday bash. just kidding, i’m about to say a lot more.
on the eve of saturday, [...]

yeah i may feel uneasy, but it’s a restful kind of melody. October 21, 2009

we signed our lease today. it feels nice, very turnaround though. we are already making grocery lists. still have another semester. the term eager beaver comes to mind. that’s a weird term though. awkward. like a lot of things i come across in my mind and life. i never really liked the red hot chili [...]

ah! October 18, 2009

“My Heart Is Afraid that it will have to suffer,” the boy told the alchemist one night as they looked up at the moonless sky. “Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself. And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams.”
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a list of things i love about college. October 15, 2009

1. playing super mario with lacey until our thumbs hurt and we are screaming at eachother and the television. and still not being able to beat ANY of the ghost houses without losing at least 4 lives.
2. watching ’saw’ and making chin videos with lauren, ans, hugh & kricca. sometimes saturday nights are best spent [...]

now sitting in front of that door in croatan seems worth it. October 5, 2009

this one is a shocker- but i don’t really know what to say anymore.
perhaps i am just a better friend then you are. i guess maybe that’s it. i still don’t understand the decisions you make, or specifically the decision you made on saturday. why get in a car if you have been drinking? why? [...]