Archive for June, 2009

general observations about a specific person.
June 28, 2009

i don’t mean to let certain people into my life. sometimes they just come in without knocking.
and he did.
it would never have worked. there is too much circumstance that all but popped the bubble we hid in. i guess hiding is a good way to get to know someone though. i’ve never met anyone that [...]

the things i love.
June 21, 2009

i love my family. sometimes i want to punch them, a wall, them, or myself what with the things we say and do to each other. but they are my everything. they are my strengths and my weaknesses and my flaws and the things people can fall in love with. they are slices of me, [...]

oh baby you.
June 19, 2009

i’m really happy. i graduate from high school tomorrow. and its weird, these are so many posts in which i have been nostalgic and reminisce-y (not a word), but right now i do not feel like doing any of that. i’m just trying to walk across that stage tomorrow, grab, pause, smile, and dip. it’s [...]

fly away.
June 15, 2009

i’ve messed up a lot. but i’m not a bad daughter, or a bad friend, or a bad girlfriend, or a bad person, a bad human, a bad existence. i’m going to keep telling myself that while my soul and everything that drips around inside me disagrees. i am convincing. and that’s all i want [...]

bad bad bad bad bad.
June 9, 2009

but soooo good.

things things things & the ting tings.
June 2, 2009

today hannah picked me up for school since thug life discombobulated in the middle of general booth. it was scary. not hannah picking me up, but my car dying. or steaming. or whatever. two men on motorcycles saved me (told me my fan belt was broken and my car was running ‘hot as shit missus’). swoon swoon [...]