little lyrics dipped in little melodies. November 24, 2008

like a lot of people, music pulls me.
it’s everything i need. so often, i am searching for settings in which i can listen to that one song and i will FIND it, i will find the setting, and it will feel make-believe. utopic. sometimes, with the right mood, the right day, the right feeling, the [...]

on opening the can of worms and letting them all joyfully squiggle away. November 21, 2008

a salute to my mr. e is in order, who plucked me at the very time i needed to be plucked today. out of the hall, i mean. sometimes, he told me, we have days that aren’t the ones we want to have. modernly called bad days.
i deem today a bad day. i awoke quite [...]

and the one-trick pony wonders why no one comes to her shows anymore. November 20, 2008

i need to get out of virginia beach. perhaps delaware (also see: kansas, texas, montana) is inhabited by people that aren’t so selfishly programmed (also see: gasping for attention, genuflecting for contact, ecstatic to ruin, moronic).
this one’s for you, vee.

of cabbages and kings. November 19, 2008

oh, oh! a revelation! i realized today that i am a very difficult person to get along with. actually, i realized this many moons ago, but i am telling you now.
i don’t consider it a flaw, you know. i cannot help the way i am. and i am almost positive i love the way i [...]

colloquial wonderings two. November 17, 2008

i wonder how long it will take for everyone to figure out what they want to do with themselves, and voice it. i’d like to hear it shimmery and crystal clear.

a story of realizing things are worth doing even though they cramp both your style and legs. November 17, 2008

so my family dragged me to pennsylvania this weekend. and i dragged hannah.
now, i do not mind car trips. actually, i am a big fan of clicking my seat back, shoving two positively annoying little white headphones in my ears, and tuning out for however long the drive may be. HOWEVER. for some reason, my [...]

my heart is going to burst… November 14, 2008

and then the doctors of Seattle Grace will have to put me back together.
i love that show, so much.

how to untangle high school in one sweeping pull of a knot. November 13, 2008

glide through the halls using only your periphs. be friends (in love) with every teacher. take lots of art classes. don’t straighten your hair even though everyone feels the need to ask you to. be sarcastic. write like JT, sing like jenna. procrastinate. go to the library for group projects. invest in wite-out, and try [...]

colloquial wonderings one. November 13, 2008

i wonder how long i can procrastinate on everything before one day something bites me right in the heiney. even after that, i bet i’d still procrastinate.

oh! time to enter into the over-glorified glory days. November 13, 2008

at the moment, my life seems to be synonymous to a show-dog owner.
or maybe breeder is the correct term? owner, i think. whatever. one of those people whose lives spin most rapidly around a furry, tail-wagging, not-even-that-talented, smell-bad-when-they-are-wet, bratty mammal. for me though, the mammal (dog) is more of an analogy. also, i love the [...]